Hoping for better future

I don't really know if I have a future. I mean not only regarding my career but every single thing. Life has never been the same as it was. I'm not sure if it's me who's complicating everything or it's complicated already. Thanks to those who never left me. Congrats to Wan Izzah upon her completion of MBSS. Dr Wan Izzah now! I know I've never been a very good person who is perfect. I'm still trying to be a better human than I was before. Actually I don't really know the purpose I'm writing this now. Deep inside, I feel so empty. Like half of me is missing. And to that one person..I'm missing you so much.. so deng much.. I wish you know. Of all the accusations you've made on me, I'm still thinking way to prove that you were wrong. Still figuring out a way. Enough for blabbers for tonight. Gd nite world.. ;)